I Have Come to a Conclusion
While praying that there is NO human language nor words spoken among humanity that can
adequately "express" the gratitude and gratefulness deserved by Jesus Christ
for what He has done on the Cross for the likes of me. As an unruly child who
acts out in the classroom and is assigned to write "Dunce" on the chalkboard a
thousand times. If God gave me a celestial piece of chalk and all of the
heavens above to write upon it, my gratitude for my Savior, my one work in
eternity would be an unending written expression across the heavens of the Love
of God shown for me. No human words we say that we may express a "Thank You" to Jesus Christ even though our
effort is sincere when we speak it, cannot fully express the real feeling of
the heart touched by His great heart of love. The words cannot be found in this
life, trying to find them is as allusive as trying to catch a hand full of
wind, it cannot be done.
When we feel in this life, that our life here on Earth "no
matter how comfy or blessed" it (may be) is NOT real life in any real sense and
we begin to long for a different
existence outside of this life, then we like Abraham will say: we look for
a city who builder and maker is God. Heb
11:10 For he looked
for a city which hath foundations, whose builder and maker is God. I don't feel at home in this life
any longer, it has nothing to offer me even at its best. No human love, No amount
of riches, no fine home, no new automobile, no social recognition, no trophy,
no fame, no minister can help me, no social media is important to me, no daily
newscast has any meaning for me, no family siblings have anything to offer me
not even their love towards me, no neighbor can fill my longing, no friend can
understand, no church can supply comfort, no ministry can minister to me, no
politics is important to me. NOTHING in this life can fulfill my longing. I want to be with Jesus!
What then is
important to me? Only my faith in God's mercy towards me as was displayed under
the heavens some 1989 years ago back in 31 A.D. when Jesus gave His life on the
Cross for me. There's nothing else in this life but the life of Jesus Christ laid down for me and I cannot find the
adequate human words no matter how hard I try to adequately express His
deserved "Thanks" or my appreciation to Him for the sacrifice He has made for
me. There are NO HUMAN WORDS to
express His deserved acknowledgment by the human heart i.e. the human mind. All
the "thank You Lord's" that we can express to Him is NOT sufficient to express proper gratitude for what He has done. I STAND CONFOUNDED trying to find the
supreme expression from a "brain" He has designed will billions of neurons
firing in deep thought, and I cannot find the words I would like to say to Him
in a thankful way that ONLY God deserves.
What therefore, do
I think He would like to hear me say in regards to His "Unspeakable Gift" to
me? It cannot simply be just "I Believe"
that is not sufficient, as the devils believe and tremble. Jas 2:19 Thou believest that there is one God; thou doest
well: the devils also believe, and tremble. It cannot be simply that "I Have Faith" even though the scripture
clearly states that without it, it's impossible to please God. Heb 11:6 But
without faith impossible to please for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him. Could it be
the two words (HE IS) which is the present continuous tense, the same
as the I AM here: Exo 3:14(a) And God said unto Moses, I AM
THAT I AM. The ETERNAL ever PRESENT, EVER EXISTENT GOD who says I LOVE YOU with
an everlasting love. Jer 31:3 The
LORD hath appeared of old unto me, saying,
Yea, I have loved thee with an everlasting love: therefore with lovingkindness
have I drawn thee. WHAT HUMAN WORDS
could ever express a proper gratitude for this kind of GOD?
I have not been able to find them! Can you help me in this pursuit? Can
you find the words necessary? Not even the personal decision to speak the words
"I COME" in reference to Jesus
request Mat 11:28(a) Come unto me! Is NOT a sufficient expression to express the deserved gratitude that Jesus deserves. I CAN FIND NO HUMAN WORDS
worthy of showing Him my gratitude, they are as elusive as the invisible wind.
Or as Elijah discovered could it be the voice of God after the fire? 1Ki
19:11,12 And he said, Go forth, and stand upon the
mount before the LORD. And, behold, the LORD passed by, and a great and strong wind rent the
mountains, and brake in pieces the rocks before the LORD; but the LORD was not in the wind: and after the wind an
earthquake; but the LORD was not in the earthquake: And after the earthquake a
fire; but the LORD was not in the fire: and after the fire a still
small voice.
The phrase "still small voice" demands "the hearing NOT with the ears alone"
but with the mind which is synonymous in scripture with the heart. Sometimes,
in fact, most of the time when we study scripture we are to hear with the MIND, and not with the
ears. It is IN the MIND we serve God and the outward life then reflects what the
mind believes by FAITH, thus the Spirit of God slowly changes us from within to then be
expressed in the outward man the life of Jesus Christ. Any other form of Christianity
is a SHAM and a pretense.